i miss you.

hey, remember me? your best friend or atleast i thought so. we always said we'd be friends forever i guess forever was quicker than i though. why are still pretending were so close when we know were not. you dont know anything about me anymore, do you? it's alright to say yes because i dont know anything about you anymore. can i ask you something? are you happy without me? do you feel the same way i do? do you constantly think about how things have changed? i dont know, i do all the time, but maybe its just me, maybe im just jealous or something, but i get it now though cause i've always been second best, i feel like you were always chasing after other people and you didnt want to be friends with me anymore.  and i was tired of waiting for you to come around. you realize i still love you as me best friend but i never know whats going on with you anymore guess we just grew apart, and all in a school year. can you remember back in the summer how much time we spent together and how close we were? now compare it to now, see the drastic difference,  do you see it? because sometimes i dont think you do. but as long as your happy im happy too. so take care stranger, i miss you...