In 2O1O,

beauty is eyeliner and hair straighteners, mascara and hair gel.

In 2010, you are pretty if you have a Northface, HCo skinnies, & a

pair of Uggs. In 2010, you pay 24.99 for a t-shirt, just cause

it comes for an over-perfumed, dimly-lit store that playes music that

gives you a migraine. In 2010, we are afraid to text him first, cause

that would be "clingy." In 2010, we create all these silly excuses for

ourselves. In 2010, we sit at home crying over a guy that doesn't care.

In 2010, we hate, we lie, we backstab, we decieve, and we

fight for all the wrong things. In 2010, we lie to our old friends to

impress our new ones. In 2010, we think twice and said "Why?"

But you know what? Let's change all that. Let's try this all over again,

In 2O11.

one day
everything will be easy,

 until then just gotta

p r e t e n d

it is one day.

 why does adversity scare people so much, why are peopls so quick to judge when somethings different or when people refuse to assimilate and become the same exact carbon copy of every single other person in society. why is it if you want to be your own person you want to stand out theres always those people there that are looking down on you that will never accept you? why does it mean so much to people that we're all the same or that some are better than others. something different doesnt always have to be looked on negatively take it in learn from it, don't judge so quickly.

frankly it scares me.

but i'd never tell him that